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it was my birthday (Live at The Little Poet)

by George-Grace

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you said in 6 weeks you'd be off to Mexico, but here we are, in my car, that was 12 weeks ago what did you mean when you said I was special? what did you mean when you said it? way back in Melbourne you were crashing on my couch touching my leg when you're shifting the gears now didn't expect it, I think it's funny how I always saw you as a friend but your phone is always dead your phone is always dead I couldn't relax or let you take care of me speaking in tongues, and jokes and hyperbole I tried to rail against my body's boundaries but you saw it was all pretence it's not always easy having folks around I'm still out here, picking my jaw off the ground when everyone's looking at me to play the clown but I don't feel like it now so I went to get ice cream, but it melted in the van put on that music and I melted in your hands lying on the beach at night, talking on the sand like "the wind, it never gives up" but your phone is always dead your phone is always dead we were playing my game of favourites, you ask me what my favourite bit of today is I look at the moon, and I look at you and I take a while to say "now" because now my phone is dead now my phone is dead and I'll leave the world on "read" both our phones are dead
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lonely not the same as being alone and it's nice being at home but I waste so much time on my phone lonely why do I feel your hand more when it leaves? surprised - a deer caught in your eyes it took so long to love being alone looking back the time has flown and the smell of you is almost gone lonely not the same as being alone nice to be on my own again I'm trying to be my own best friend
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I dove into the ocean you were on the shore lifted my head above the water and you were gone I got tired of being a mirror for you always want me more when I'm not yours I used to send shivers down your spine now I'm begging for your time I won't set myself on fire to keep you warm anymore you don't get to pick and choose when you want me I can't be a safe place for your storm you lit fireworks inside me first time that I felt your hands but something told me you weren't a safe place to land didn't listen to that feeling now here I am I used to send shivers down your spine now I'm begging for your time I won't set myself on fire to keep you warm anymore you don't get to pick and choose when you want me I can't be a safe place for your storm
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I was so young when I got the fire prayed for the gifts in front of hundreds microphone to my lips, couldn't run sounds swelled up in my throat let them go you don't know all that's changed and you haven't changed I was so frightened of those taxidermied heads on the wall snarls frozen in fear couldn't live without your gun that power trip in your arms why push me over if the Holy Spirit is falling on me? I was so young when I got the fire in my belly scream it louder I can't hear it the "Hallelujahs" I was so young when I got the fire now you can't put out what you started
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there's something about standing next to a tree so much bigger than you I listened to him and he listened to me he said "I have lost some friends, too" I said "I'm so weak and I'm so tired" I leant up against his skin he said "I feel strong to you, enough to hold you up, but I'm struggling in this wind" tree, how'd you grow? just tell me how you did it I want to grow, I want to reach the sky and he said "you don't want to see what I see from these heights" tree, what do you know? "little one, I was once littler than you, just a tiny seed, they planted me right here, now I'm 90 and all my friends are gone, they want to cut me down too, don't you know? so when you say you'd like to grow like me, be careful you might not like what you see. for others not as tall like to watch you fall and they take pleasure in withering leaves" tree, how'd you grow? just tell me how you did it I want to grow, I want to reach the sky and he said "you don't want to see what I see from these heights" tree, what do you know?
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Home (Live) 04:27
got rid of your shirt, I was going through my things you won't talk to me anymore, you won't talk to me anymore just wanted to see how you are, I was a shark, circling the block where you work, still I am going back home home is cold, and changing took the train to see you, old feelings felt quite new you don't go to church anymore, we don't go to church anymore you said my hair was the same colour as the leaves, and you wish you made it with me but we were only 15, or so and shame had a hold on my throat I am much better now, you'd be happy to know I remember I would watch you, distracted in the front pew I knew I should be praying to God but I just wanted to see you play drums I am coming back home home is warm, Tiff has the fire going checking the time where you are, my love saw a friend for coffee, they said they're seeing you Friday I don't have your number anymore, don't have your number anymore found some old pictures, we are laughing in the kitchen I forgot your name the other day, it's not the same anymore are you coming back home? the door is open, I left the light on lighting candles for myself dust the dog-eared books on my shelf checking the time where you are, my love
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travelling in the dark floating in a fishbowl from the past and my house with three walls couldn't last I'd still do anything to make you laugh thinking about my family and realise my footsteps are getting heavy my eyelids need a break and I think I misplaced my spine so I'm driving to clear my mind but I'm feeling like a ghost most of the time listen to a voice message from a friend of mine and hoping she's okay I know it's hard when everything feels like it's been cast to that big storm and you know my heart has been sewn together many times, so God what's one more? alone again, in my room I can hear that pouring rain on my roof it's heavy and I have no proof that anything will be fine taking time out on the spaceship to figure out my own place in all this and waiting for the fan to hit the shit, or somewhere I can plant my feet awhile I know it's hard when everything feels like it's been cast to that big storm and you know my heart has been sewn together many times, so God what's one more? I know you're talking to me while I'm disappearing but I know it won't be long can't hear you when you're lips are moving but I know it's temporary - I'll be back in no time and when I've finally closed up that door I find out what for I'll always have one more reason to adore you more than before
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can't keep my mind awake but this body won't be sleeping anytime soon follow your breathe talking in his sleep while he's dreaming again the water rose the pain I held began to grow grow and grow then a fox laid a dove at my feet there was no olive branch for me oh no talking in his sleep while he's dreaming but this body won't be sleeping oh no
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almost every single morning at roughly 3am I feel my way down the stairs it feels like something I've dreamt at the fridge, I will stand the fluorescent light on my half-closed eyes eating bocconcini with my hands and I'll think: "is this it? I'm in my prime?" isn't that what they tell you all the time? "you're 20s are some of your best years!" didn't realise I'd spend them facing all of my fears one by one, brick by brick and eating bocconcini at the fridge then I wake up, got to GET UP got to do something with my time well, time it just keeps on ticking and I feel I waste a lot of mine when I could go for a walk, or call a friend for a talk or maybe do any of the things I said I was going to do instead I'll think: "Is this it? Is that all? is this all I'm going to do until I die?" Is this it? What's this now? Somewhere, someone hacked my Instagram account why am I so dumb? why did I do that? why can't I sing like her, or pull off that hat? why can't I... (Bailey Brown's sick guitar solo moment) well this is it: by the fire having a cup of tea and playing Monopoly Deal with my friends and eating bocconcini with my hands

about

⁓ imagine ⁓ you've found yourself at The Little Poet Bookstore, a quaint yet festive little room in the industrial estate of Byron Bay. It's George-Grace's birthday - you know that because she keeps reminding everyone. You’ve got the best seat in the room - a beautiful red velvet couch situation, right next to a stranger that smells like patchouli incense. Tom Riccioni is making his way through a generously gifted ceremonial cacao (classic Northern Rivers), and the growing elation in his eyes in palpable. You notice friends, housemates, strangers and piano teachers, like you, have gathered to witness a night of storytelling and songs. George, in a rainbow knit sweater made lovingly by her wee Nana, is equal parts anxious, excited, and chaotic good as the show is about to start…. and Ben Jansz just happens to be recording it all. Please sit back, relax, and enjoy the show.

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released October 21, 2022

The Housemates:

Ben Jansz // the man that made this album a thing you can listen to now! Thank you for recording, mixing, and pouring your love and talent into this project. I am so grateful for your gentle nudgings and musical guidance.

Eliza Erskine // thank you for taking beautiful photos on the night and recording some sweet videos of the songs. Thanks for capturing these memories I will look back on so fondly.

Tiffany Ferguson // thank you for your support in every way, but especially now for your support of my music. Thanks for listening to half finished songs, cheering me on, and for being the first name-drop in my lyrics. Couldn't have been anyone but you!

Pablo Laverde // thanks for encouraging me to keep writing and playing music. Thanks for the jams and cheering me on, and always having a warm hug, a huge grin and uplifting words for me when I need it.

The Mates:

Tom Riccioni // the guy who asked “what if we did a gig together in Byron?”, and then proceeded to help me make it happen. Thank you for your beautiful set, stunning songs and storytelling, lovely harmonies, and for the incredible interpretive dance to “Bocconcini”, that is what I call ART. Check out his music!!!!

Bailey Brown // thank you for coming up from Melbourne to be at the gig, spend time and play songs with me and Tom. Your contribution to the harmonies and wonderful guitar moments make the whole situation a whole lot better than it would be without you.

Oli Morley-Sattler // for the whole thing couldn’t be recorded without your trusty Tascam! Thank you for encouraging me, not only for this gig and this album, but day to day. I am ever so inspired by you, and your sleep-talking.

Special thanks to Teagan for having us at the Little Poet Bookstore in Byron Bay, what a lovely container for a special night.

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George-Grace Melbourne, Australia

George-Grace is a whimsical and witty painter-songwriter with a flair for weaving memories into song.
Melbourne born and raised preacher’s kid George-Grace pens tales that marry her background in musical theatre with a love for folk storytelling and structure. ... more

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